not linked anywhere else on the site. read at ur own risk :3
12/26/23

i don't like the way that the way some stories are handled just makes it feel like you've slammed back into your body. as cute as the beginning was, i'd rather not take that path if i'll end up like that when things go wrong. what good are you with anyone else if you can't handle yourself when things go left? not only would it be difficult for the other person to see you in the state you're left in, but an insult to the image you created for yourself in the past. or something?
12/08/23

how can i help you if you won't help yourself?
12/04/23

thinking about origami cranes. it feels like holding onto little pieces of someone, why can't i keep them forever?
11/22/23

he said he's worried about me. i don't know how to feel about that, so i guess i should do something about it? i don't want him to feel like he has to worry about me. i'll be okay
11/16/23

i did not expect to be alive this long.
10/31/23

i work as much as i can everyday to accomplish so much but still things fall between the cracks. happy halloween. atsv is on netflix so go watch it so many times it crashes netlfix's servers
10/30/23

reminder if you're having a terrible night tell yourself that "that's cringe" and go to sleep.
10/23/23

listened to me and my husband and that ruined my whole night somehow lmao :) so silly. kinda upset that made me entirely shut down bc it is a great song, and i don't even have negative associations with it. i'll get over myself eventually.