not linked anywhere else on the site. read at
ur own risk :3
12/26/23
i don't like the way that the way some stories are handled just
makes it feel like you've slammed back into your body. as cute
as the beginning was, i'd rather not take that path if i'll end
up like that when things go wrong. what good are you with anyone
else if you can't handle yourself when things go left? not only
would it be difficult for the other person to see you in the
state you're left in, but an insult to the image you created for
yourself in the past. or something?
12/08/23
how can i help you if you won't help yourself?
12/04/23
thinking about origami cranes. it feels like holding onto little
pieces of someone, why can't i keep them
forever?
11/22/23
he said he's worried about me. i don't know how to feel about
that, so i guess i should do something about
it? i don't want him to feel like he has to worry about me. i'll
be okay
11/16/23
i did not expect to be alive this long.
10/31/23
i work as much as i can everyday to accomplish so much but still
things fall between the cracks. happy
halloween. atsv is on netflix so go watch it so many times it
crashes netlfix's servers
10/30/23
reminder if you're having a terrible night tell yourself
that "that's cringe" and go to sleep.
10/23/23
listened to me and my husband and that ruined my whole night
somehow lmao :) so silly. kinda upset that
made
me entirely shut down bc it is a great song, and i don't
even have negative associations with it. i'll
get
over myself eventually.